seriously, at first i was stunned? then i was lost for words? but now, ive really got nothing to say. i'm not pissed, but i'm just very extremely disappointed that, well, my friend, someone close? , could actually say something like that to me. okay, maybe you deserve the A and i don't. if i could swop grades with you, i'll gladly do it. i know for a fact that you did put in a lot of effort and that pw was already a nightmare for you. anyways, i really have no idea how to face you from now on. seriously, I DONT KNOW HOW.
A? so what? does it really matter that much? how do you expect me to feel happy when all my other friends who put in as much effort or maybe even more than i did , didnt get the grade they hoped for? you think i feel good? sorry, i felt terriblllleeee the entire day. you think i had fun? you think i love school now, just because i got an A? i couldnt share my good news with anyone at all. mommy doesnt even know whats going on in school, doesnt even know what the heck is pw. even if i tell her, will she care? and daddy isnt around to celebrate with me. my sister? always not at home, just having fun outside.
friendship? what the hell is that? well, i dont think it exists at all.
family? i came from the rubbish bin, remember?
i just wish for someone to talk to, is that really too much to ask for?
now, i feel like shit, both at home and in school. i just wanna runaway again. but this time, perhaps to somewhere, some place called heaven.